Sunday, October 4, 2009;
Tired of these
♥ 9:27 AM
I'm tired of keeping things the way it is
I'm tired of trying to find that someone
I'm tired and scared of relationships now
I'm afraid, of comitting in relationships
Cause it will always end up in me being hurt
I'm tired of all those things
♥Dreaming off . . . . .
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I left him, I knew i deserve better
♥ 8:31 AM
Updates for those who doesnt know what's actually happening.
Yes, it's over and done
It was not a serious relationship to start with
He did not treasure me
I liked him
Its just somethimes i wonder
why is all these happening to me
Am i destined to not be able to find my Mr Right
Well.
Whats the big deal with being single for 4 years
with feelings that is constantly being played with.
Which now i know that the years or time will keep multiplying
I will always give my 100% to my other half
without expecting that they will do the same
I'm now beginning to doubt myself,
that should i change myself
to play around
and not being serious in everything i do
AS it will never work out for me.
You guys out there may say that i'm a flirt by saying that
But will being serious prevent me from being hurt.
I'd rather not.
Labels: Tears that wasnt meant to be shown
♥Dreaming off . . . . .