Tuesday, September 29, 2009;
Status Difference
♥ 9:01 AM
The time has come for me after 4 years
Regaining the ability to get sensitive over small things
Not forgetting to measure how i can mood change
Well there are some of my friends who approves and disapproves this relationship
But i'll never give this chance up
I'm going to try my best to keep this relationship
This is the very first time in 4 years that im having a serious relationship
Well i've met his parents too =)
But i also understand that right now i also wish to have my dearest friends around me
I want them to be there for me if anything happens
I've matured in not being immature in relationships
I will treasure this
But there are still restrictions to my feeling as i have to be sure
Sure that this is going to work out for real before i start to plunge myself in
I understand why some of my friends disapproves, they are afriad that i'll get hurt
I'm afraid too. But i have to experience pain myself in order to mature
I have to say that i'm already in the post stage of experiencing being DUMPED & CHEATED
So i'm using this chance to get out of that completely.
I love my friends. And him
♥Dreaming off . . . . .