Wednesday, November 18, 2009;
Don't talk about love to me
♥ 10:55 PM
I'm jinxed.
I should just stay alone.
Its always me that is making all the effort to make things right
This time, I think i really liked him.
We met at the dancefloor, which was not a right place at all.
We went out the second day.
We went out on the third day.
We stopped talking on the fourth day.
Ironic isn't it?
I wanted to cry, but i stopped myself
I wanted to cut myself to share some of the pain off my heart.
Labels: Sharing the pain
♥Dreaming off . . . . .
Sunday, October 4, 2009;
Tired of these
♥ 9:27 AM
I'm tired of keeping things the way it is
I'm tired of trying to find that someone
I'm tired and scared of relationships now
I'm afraid, of comitting in relationships
Cause it will always end up in me being hurt
I'm tired of all those things
♥Dreaming off . . . . .
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I left him, I knew i deserve better
♥ 8:31 AM
Updates for those who doesnt know what's actually happening.
Yes, it's over and done
It was not a serious relationship to start with
He did not treasure me
I liked him
Its just somethimes i wonder
why is all these happening to me
Am i destined to not be able to find my Mr Right
Well.
Whats the big deal with being single for 4 years
with feelings that is constantly being played with.
Which now i know that the years or time will keep multiplying
I will always give my 100% to my other half
without expecting that they will do the same
I'm now beginning to doubt myself,
that should i change myself
to play around
and not being serious in everything i do
AS it will never work out for me.
You guys out there may say that i'm a flirt by saying that
But will being serious prevent me from being hurt.
I'd rather not.
Labels: Tears that wasnt meant to be shown
♥Dreaming off . . . . .
Tuesday, September 29, 2009;
Status Difference
♥ 9:01 AM
The time has come for me after 4 years
Regaining the ability to get sensitive over small things
Not forgetting to measure how i can mood change
Well there are some of my friends who approves and disapproves this relationship
But i'll never give this chance up
I'm going to try my best to keep this relationship
This is the very first time in 4 years that im having a serious relationship
Well i've met his parents too =)
But i also understand that right now i also wish to have my dearest friends around me
I want them to be there for me if anything happens
I've matured in not being immature in relationships
I will treasure this
But there are still restrictions to my feeling as i have to be sure
Sure that this is going to work out for real before i start to plunge myself in
I understand why some of my friends disapproves, they are afriad that i'll get hurt
I'm afraid too. But i have to experience pain myself in order to mature
I have to say that i'm already in the post stage of experiencing being DUMPED & CHEATED
So i'm using this chance to get out of that completely.
I love my friends. And him
♥Dreaming off . . . . .
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Drifting apart
♥ 8:54 AM
These days i just felt that i had drifted away from all my friends,
everytime i go online, i see all those people that were once so close
But are all behaving like strangers now
Maybe its that we are all busy with our own stuff.
Friends that i;ve known since my first class in RP, -W35N
No longer in contact
Plus with one guy that i do not wish to even mention, much further seeing him
Friends to strangers in an instant
Not mentioning that my relationship status is now different,
I'm begining to get sensitive over matters
that i do not think that its a good sign
Now i believe why most of my attached friends prefer single life
♥Dreaming off . . . . .
Monday, September 21, 2009;
Im back to clean up the rusts here
♥ 8:48 AM
Peeps, i'm back
Updates : (1) She finally deleted him out of her life
(2) She's working at Bugis Junction (2nd level, Grandchild)
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(3) Point DELETED, sorry if u didnt see it =) DONT ASK
Labels: Secrets to be shared
♥Dreaming off . . . . .
Monday, August 3, 2009;
♥ 11:36 PM
My newest addition
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♥Dreaming off . . . . .
I'm jinxed.
